Is it wrong I want her dead?

When your parents never loved you it makes sense when you want to beat one of your friends who is dating your ex. Copy's what you like and thrives for attention. Thinking it has to be this way and making others look like crap saying I'm glad she left, why do you say that when she's one of your best friends? Getting things when she never did anything and you so all the hard work. She always pisses me off, and she fails to dance dirty (epic fail) as well as pose. Choosing the wrong people and doesn't care, she chooses the person who decides to mentally fuck someone up so they do hardcore drugs and cause of other reasons. Right choose *sarcastic* Now I don't give a shit about my ex but just everything, now why am I her friend? I don't know I don't really call her my friend anymore cause she never talks to me. Unless it's about things that I say then steals 'em call 'em hers. I don't even know the point anymore, she rather keep it but no matter how hard I try it fails. Maybe cause she took everything I ever wanted and flaunted it in my face.