I hate it when it's freezing cold and you can't help that your clinical depressed and not on meds. I stopped taking meds for one mental problem and it made me sick.

Yesterday I went shopping with the usual group (Ify, Pat and Stacey)it was really fun and I was glad i was able to get out of the house. After shopping I went back to Stacey's house, did her make-up and hair. Then we went to Audrey's Rave. It was really cool, despite someone was trying to dirty dance and it was an epic fail. The music was fun the man it made me miss going to raves and clubs. Had a good time but why is it that things happen when you're alone?

When everything is crashing? I swear sometimes I feel like gollum, okay me and gollum share the same problem. MPD, then again gollum didn't do drugs, he was too obsessed with the ring. ... I'm such a nerd.