My best friend edited the photo, I love it.

Well it's been awhile and I can say Sweet Comforting Lies is leaving me alone more. My birthday has already happened and family drama is going away.

my best guy friend gave me a credit card o_O weird I know, but he truly loves me, and me? Well kinda but not like him.

Nothing really is going on but with this aggressive wind is reminding of my first boyfriend and it's not good.

Good thing is I get to hang out with spacecadet (forgive me if that's spelled wrong) and two other amazing people.

"Monster, how shall I feel I feel" yeah deep down I am a monster, despite I can be nice there is a deep dark one. Just as well as my black heart. (I love Black Black heart). I almost went off yesterday and called my dealer thankfully I just walked in the freezing cold with wind beating my face.

I should update more. I'll try to.