This is the second time this month I saw my dealer. The first time i was lucky that a cop was passing by and asked if there was anything wrong and I told him to get the fuck away from me. The cops asked some questions and i told him I felt harassed and I don't want to be asked any questions Thankfully the cop didn't ask me any questions. Today I noticed someone was walking behind me while going to udf and this time I went before 3am I went around 2am and I saw again one of my old dealers. I went in got some water and I noticed he was getting ice cream and I quickly just buy my water since they didn't have any of the crystal light to go and so I just bought the water and left. I quickly went home and locked both doors because I was paranoid and I didn't want to meet one of 'em. It's weird having this feeling in your gut like their after you and trying to get you back but it's ugh. I don't want to, my boyfriend makes me happy despite the distance and he's like me we can be hurt easily cause of our past.
I don't know, I just want to hold onto my boyfriend, I miss him and I don't know if I can wait till the summer.
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