The Funerals went well for today, just wished I didn't see Tobor, I hate him.

Fighting doesn't solve anything in the long run, it can cause grudges and then will find a way to bite you in the ass again.

After the funerals I went home got ready to go to graham, not walking in a short corset dress especially on the sidewalks. Bad things.

Saw some friends did the video and was glad that a friend of mine did mine. Just in case I graduate, ugh I hate OGTs.

PLEASE BE REAL you're the only people that can save me, make em truly happy. DON"T LET IT BE HER, fuck I don't know what would happen if it was her. GO AWAY TEARS I cant hold them back. They make me so happy, I can tell 'em everything. I truly love someone more than my fiance who passed away and that's saying something.

I don't know what I'd do if they weren't. Try not to go back how it was a year ago when I started to do heroin. I need to release these negative emotions but they won't leave me, they cling to me like a demon.