It's so weird being alone, no one to talk to.

' Your fault your fault hahahaha look at you'

'Stupid'

'Welcome back, would you like one of us to take over again?'

'ha ha ha *laughs*'

*Pouts* 'Good job no more clothes no more food, now your going to be an empty shell'

Except my mpds are going crazy, who would have thought. "baby did your forget to take your meds" If only they worked... No cause it made them worse

All alone in my room when the space is closing on me spinning rapidly as I hold onto my head trying to make it stop. I was so close I called 'em but then I hanged up, problem is they know where I live. FUCK shit this is the not way I need to go FUCK YOU SLUT for reminding me of them. THEY AREN'T REAL YOU TOLD HER ME HIM leave me alone please leave me alone. I'm not stable I'm really not LEAVE ME ALONE. So I told him to take a break I was scared he was yelling I was trembling my body wouldn't stop all the muscles were so tense they started to hurt I had to wait till my body was fully relaxed.

"If you can run in stelletoes your a hooker" SLUT stop reminding me of my childhood/past. All I can do it smile and make sure no one can tell. I hate him HAHAHA CAN'T ESCAPE I can't escape the past as much as I want to. I don't know what to do. "He's real" SHUT UP LEAVE ME ALONE I don't want to go back once I am back to average but after we take a break you remind me. Stop trying! CRAZY I can't fall back I can't go back. TEMPTED to go back and do it but I can't "I think you need to see someone it will help you" LALALALAHAHAHAHAHA no I can't I don't want to, they know so much and fucked me up. They say they want to help to help you but they lie! Their LIARS! They tell everything to them and make your life worse at home, I know what it's like to go to the asylum. I need to get out... Thanks to him I'm not use to being alone and I'm slowly slipping of not being sane.

Song:
"baby did your forget to take your meds"-Meds Placebo

""-Quotes from people
' '- MPDS